fastestkid

Only not really...not yet at least.
Rawr rawr rawr.
So I went to Warped...it was amazing. HOT, as always, but hey! It's Warped!
I then saw All Time Low October 25th and met them. Most amazing night ever.
Only concerts I've been to recently.
I'm not friends with Myriam anymore. She's a liar, big time.
10th grade is a lot better than 9th so far. Academically for sure!
Actually, I'm not quite sure I spelled that right...
I got a new phone, the Pantech spazzed out on me. I now have a Samsung Eternity and I LOVEEE it.
Ricky's okay, I guess...to be honest, I don't know. He's super busy.
I'm friends with Devin again! Yayy!
Kourtney's busy and I have no way of getting in contact with her, so that sucks.
And my sister and Robby broke up...for good? I'm not quite sure.
My mom decided she'd redesign the house paint colors...it now looks like a circus house, but shh, don't say anything.
So there's this guy at school, and he's really cute, and he has an accent and he gives yummy hugs....oh and his eyes! Can't for get the eyes.
It just recently started getting cold again, I love it! Good excuse to get hugs from certain people. ;)
I'm a lot closer to Britni now. We've actually become best friends. Didn't see that coming, but glad it did.
So far, I love my life. It's hectic and annoying but I love it.
YouthQuake '09 this Saturday. Only one day this week. Gay, huh?! Oh well, better be just as good.
Well...I think that's all for now. I'll update in a couple months if there's anything new.
Peace. Love. Happiness. =]

 So I'm having a bit of a problem.
Already? Yeah, crazy huh?
Problem: Forgiveness....
I don't know.
How do you forgive someone who has ripped your heart into a million pieces and does nothing to put it back together?
How do you forgive a person who has yet to live up to the promises they made you?
How do you forgive a person that is exactly what you stay away from but you can't help but love them no matter how horribly they've treated you.
I've forgiven people...plenty of times.
This time, just seems a little different.
This time...hurt feelings go much deeper than the "he-said-she-said" stuff.
Do I want to forgive them? Sure, but I can't.
Nothing changes after forgiving someone like that...someone who can't be changed or swayed in a different direction.
Especially knowing that they only keep asking for forgiveness because they don't like to give up.
What if all you really need is to get away from them...but you can't.
I just need some wisdom and guidance on this...because I just can't seem to make up my mind.

Yeah, Daemon.
First I must ask what kind of name is that?
Let's just say, he's the biggest liar a person could know.
Not only that, he thinks that he is the best looking person ever.
Newsflash honey! YOU'RE NOT!
Let's start with your height, 5'10"...unless you're 6' or taller, you're nothing.
Your hair is ugly as hell, long or short. Nothing can help that mop.
Your eyes are all you could possibly have going for you.
Even then, I've seen better.
Personality...oh he's always got to be right.
Trust me, he's not,.
He is your stereotypical guy.
Follows his penis! Not his heart.
I have never met one person quite like him.
He likes to have a bunch of girls...friends or not. He likes them.
When you're in a relationship with him, don't ever think he just thinks about you.
Right after you, he has someone else waiting in line.
Perfect huh? He doesn't think it's wrong.
He thinks he can smooth talk his way out of things.
If you threaten to stop talking to him he'll beg you to not.
Rejection hurts doesn't it?
Maybe one day, he'll get it. But right now he's just stupid and cares only for himself.
Oh and don't talk religion with him, he's one of those people who knows God is there but doesn't bother commit his life to Him.
Good luck in your life Daemon. You'll need it.

Wow, I haven't updated in months. That's pretty bad.
What to write? Oh wow, I don't even know.
Well school's done and it's 2 months into summer.
Remember that math class I always complained about?
I passed with a 69. Got a 50 on the exam. Bitch. 
I've dealt with some new people that I wish I hadn't.
I've dealt with some new people who I don't ever want to let go.
Lately I've been listening to a variety of different music...
listening to stuff I told myself I'd never. Crazy huh?
I seem to be giving lots of things a chance.
Right now, my mom is on a flight to Colombia...for a week.
So in exchange I get to go to Warped Tour this Friday. =]
Oh my gosh, my new addiction, All Time Low. 
I think I like Jack a little more just because Ricky looks like him.
Oh Ricky...=]
So I quit volleyball...it just doesn't interest me anymore.
I got a phone, with unlimited texting and I love it =]
I was reading through this thing last night and I can't believe how many inside jokes are in it.
I've been playing a lot of guitar lately. New techniques, new style.
I heart Cody Carson. =] Thank you Twitter....
Ummm...I don't know what else to write, I haven't done this in a while.
What's on your mind?

I must say...life hasn't really been going lately.
My sister moved out...my cousin moved out.
I can drive.
That's it.

I'm really tired of my sister being gone.
My life just feels like it's missing something now.
My eyes are always heavy and my heart is always sad.
I know it's not forever but going from everyday to not even once a week is hard.
Especially when she's more than an hour away.
My parents expect me to just get over the fact that she moved out.
They don't understand though...we both had our little routine and now it's part of the past.
It's so hard being here without her.
It's like I'm taking the place of her along with being me in this family.
I can't be two people.
Now I really can't wait until I move out so I can be near her again.
We may fight a lot but we have a bond....
A weird bond seeing as we have such an age difference.
I'm really sorry to whoever really reads this...you most likely don't care, but I just need to get this out somehow.

The little things mean all the world.
You really know you're addicted once it's taken away.
Have an awesome New Years...enjoy it.
I really do love my family.

I'm gonna miss every single one of them

 

It's quite disapointing when the people you know become the people you knew.
When your best friends become simple acquantinces.
I'm really ready to start a new chapter in this book I call Life. 
Christmas was just here 15 minutes ago.
Literally.
I got most of the things I wanted and more.
Yay for Santi Claus!
I love making new friends...especially when they're people that you wouldn't necessarily think of talking to.
Shows that the old saying "You can't judge a book by its cover" is true.
I'm listening up on some summer loves such as The Fastest Kid Alive.
Wow, how I've missed them.
My sister's newly engaged...am I happy? Sure.



"Can this wind take us far away from here..."

It seems that my opinion or say on things isn't appreciated.
It's gotten me in trouble with a couple people.
But you see, why do you get mad at me when I don't go crazy on you for stating yours.
Honestly, it's incredibly immature.

Go to this link:
http://www.85qm.de/up/BigRedButton.swf


Be greatly entertained. =]

I skipped school to witness the eighth wonder of the world today.
An amazing thing called an ultrasound...in 4-D, so I was really able to see the baby.
It was absolutely breath-taking.
I have to wear my uniform tomorrow.
Not to excited, but honestly...I could care less about what people think of it.
Not like I'm gonna take that class any other year. I refuse to.
Especially after my hand got all messed up. Not having that happen again. =/
So I really want the G-A-B-E hoodie...and I'm going to convince my mother, no matter what, to buy it for me.
Or something along those lines.
I don't exactly know what I want for Christmas this year.
I'll slowly make a list of nice valuable things I want that I can't afford.
There's a certain somone who has lately been annoying the crap out of me.
Are they not supposed to be older than me?
Come on man, mature up a little why don't you? You make me seem mature.
Life isn't about sex or relationships, so anyone who thinks so is purely mental.
It's good to have that someone, but just keep it at that.
Our hearts at this age...are too young to be broken.
As for people who say they're not waiting for marriage and could care less...
That's your own choice, I understand...but listen to how stupid that sounds.
Save yourself for the person you love and are gonna spend your whole life with after your wedding.
Don't waste it on a one time thing with a person you're not sure about.
Youth group has really opened my eyes recently.
Don't like/date someone unless you could see them as your future significant other.
Even though, at this age, it's a little early.
I'm a lot smarter and wiser than most people may think and it annoys me when they think otherwise.
You want to see who I really am? Well come to me and ask me...not someone else, okay?
And Landon, stop being a wuss, no I don't like you anymore, get over it.
Finally your true colors shine through and I want nothing to do with you.
I already know that Warped Tour next year is gonna be amazing.
I can't wait till then...but for now, I'll be sad because Bamboozle is in New Jersey.
Maybe one day I'll be playing with my band on those tours.
Maybe....
So for a birthday present from my cousin, he's getting my name embroidered on my guitar strap.
How cool is that!? Be jealous. =]
Today is my grandmother's birthday. Wish her a happy one please? She needs it.
She's a Lady Day is on my birthday, so that will be my themesong and I will sing it...out loud.
So tell me I'm a lady okay? Because honestly, I really shouldn't be messed with.
I'm not so sure about the "Attractice but bitter" but some people seem to agree.
Okay, so this is getting obnoxiously long. Sorry about that. I'll leave now.

Oh wait, I forgot one thing.
Today, Jared Leto answered my IM for the first time in years.
Last time he answered me I was about 12....now I'm turning 15.
Nice to know you're not dead Mr. Leto.

So I've been *cough cough*...excuse me...coughing a lot.
I hate it...honestly.
I cannot wait at all till Christmas break. =/
I really don't have much to say but...
Ambuhh is awesummm. =]

So my cousins left today.
I got woken up early by my little cousin because he was knocking on my door.
But I couldn't stay mad at him for long with his cute face.
After that I pretty much had a lazy day.
I played my guitar a lot and learned a couple songs.
Then I talked to Katie for a while and we had some laughs. =]
Light Up Mount Dora was tonight also...
wow, how exciting. *yawn*
The church did make some freakin amazing brocolli and cheese soup.
Sounds gross...tastes delicious!
Me and Jamie took random mirror pictures.
Then I made fun of her love for Timmy. =]
Gosh that boy is cute.
Now I'm home again and quite depressed because my poor Noles lost against the Gators again...that stupid one man team.
Gonna eat a salad later on tonight.
Yeah, loads of fun.

Oh wow...getting up at 3:30 in the morning just to go shopping.
Insane, I know. =/
I think I understand why they call it "Black" Friday though...
When you're shopping it's still dark outside.
Not to mention cold. Thanks Cobra hoodie, you saved my life.
My sister and I made our own winter wonderland in our living room.
I think it looks quite well.
Later on during the day, I went to Kelsay's house.
We made fire...me and Myriam...we're pyros. =/
After she left we roasted mini marshmellows.
Let me tell you, were they freakin adorable and yummy.
"You still look young to me." xD
Haha, forever and always!

So wasn't this a wonderful Thanksgiving?
It included no fighting, family love, rhyming battles and taking funny pictures with my family..
Even though everyone kept bugging me to eat the turkey, I decided not to.
I'm a strong vegetarian because I'm not gonna lie..it smelled good.
What I did eat was quite delicious.
Oh and did I mention I'm going to Black Friday with my sister.
4 o'clock in the freakin morning to go shopping.
I swear I'm on crack.
Yeah...I have the cutest one year old cousin...
Loves to believe that he's actually talking to someone on the phone.
And he likes to push buttons...really really likes it.
But also loves music...that's a plus! haha
I swear I'm going to steal him.
You know what annoys me though...the fact that my mother is so nosey!
"I'm trying to see who you're talking to."
What the heck, it's Katie! Geez, mind your business old fart.

So I notice I haven't updated in a while...
Just didn't really have anything to say on those days.
Well here's my update:
It's flippin cold down here in Florida...I honestly can't believe it.
I don't like Landon...thanks to Timmy. =/
I dunno if that's good or bad, but Timmy believes in God so I like him more for that reason.
I miss YouthQuake terribly and all the people that went with me.
I miss youth group on Sunday and Wednesday...Gosh Thanksgiving holidays. xP
Oh yeah, Thanksgiving is coming up in like a day.
I have one thing I'm not thankful for though...colonel. stupid.
Yeah, so for PT yesturday morning for ROTC colonel decided we would play kickball.
Not any normal kickball though...we used bricks as bases and had wet grass.
To me, that doesn't sound so safe. 
I was doing fine until it came to running into third.
I was already slipping around because of the water, but I was also trying to dodge being hit by the ball.
I swear I would've taken that over what happened next.
I slid into third...now here's the icky part...and the brick that was third base was broken in half, so it was sharp.
My hand landed RIGHT on it! Talk about a booboo.
Took off a HUGE chunk of my skin and now it's hurts just typing this.
Now I can't even play my guitar without it hurting. This sucks.
Might I say, the rest of the day I had about everyone asking what had happened to my hand seeing as it was completely...and I mean that literally....bandaged up with a bag of ice on it.
I love how Amber thought I broke my wrist and I hate how Jake just laughs about it...meany.
I hate how much I get annoyed by Peanut Butter because I feel so sorry for him.
I do love...how my mom said that I could get Dear Madison to play for me for my 16th birthday if it was a reasonable price.
I hate though...how my mom isn't making me tofurkey for Thanksgiving. Oh well.
To all who read this, have a wonderful Thankgsiving. =]
 

This is epic...absolutely epic.

Do you honestly know how meaningful it is to have a band that you have come to like believe in the same thing as you?

That goes to show that not all people like that "worship the devil"...*cough cough* mom *cough cough*.

I think it's amazing. They haven't let anything go to their heads about being where they are and they still believe that God and Jesus are there.

I know, you may be thinking that I never used to be so into my religioun but youthquake really showed me how wonderful it really is and now I have no fear.

I also feel ever so inspired to be able to do what I feel and still believe in what I want to without being blown off track.

For that, I give you kudos, members of Forever the Sickest Kids.

I think it was a huge sign for me to start listening to you guys and it has really hit me hard.

Real pain for my shame friends.

I have lately been not wanting to get out of bed.
Oh well, it's the weekend...plenty of time to sleep now.
I got a car, but I can't even drive yet.
Kinda funny how my parents do this sort of stuff.
Today seemed to slowly been getting colder.
It's kind of annoying. I can't stand the cold anymore.
I'm trying to learn a new song on the guitar.
I am gonna start paying more attention in class and actually doing my homework.
Maybe then will I get better grades.

Oh em gee...okay, so progress reports come out tomorrow and I am the least bit excited.
My grades are really sucking, but I'll change that. Promise.
Me and Amber sure do make some good times in the little time that we're together.
You know why? We're just cool like that, duh! =D
I must add, I have the shortest temper in the morning...
Why does my mom insist on trying to start something in the morning.
I'm already in a bad mood from waking up and then in even worse mood of just going to school.
I'm really sad that my sister is moving out because she was my support system when my parents were being...parents.
Now who am I gonna talk to? This should be interesting.
You should never leave your computer on overnight...you know why?
It wastes valuable energy and messes up our Mother Earth.
That's not a nice way to repay her after she gave us a place to live, comprende?
I've been getting this weird obsession for Forever the Sickest Kids...here we go again.
But who could not be obsessed seeing as they have a picture of the Orlando crowd from Sassyback on their myspace.
Gotta love it.
Alex Gaskarth has been writing some pretty amazing blogs.
I wonder where he hides his poetic side seeing as he always seems like a joker.
Anyways, I guess that's it.
She's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with.

Haha, maybe...maybe not. Who knows?
I do know that Jamie does. Awww...I know for a fact he doesn't feel the same.
Not being mean because...well...he told me.
It is getting so insanely cold, correct me if I'm wrong, but I'm in Florida right?
Whatever, anyways.
Someone was trying to do more than feel my cold hands today in TV Production.
Tisk tisk...shame on you mister.
I love how my hair has been cooperating a lot lately.
Wooh!
It felt pretty darn good to be a youth group again.
Just being around people who believe in the same thing as me and experianced the same thing as me makes me feel even happier.
This isn't a phase this time...it's for real.
Well my pizza is here and I'm hungry, so I'm gonna eat.
Later.